where is my well

where i find myself. and i hope where i am, is where God is.

while reading written on the body

So I will call upon Your name
And keep my eyes above the waves
When oceans rise
My soul will rest in Your embrace
For I am Yours and You are mine

Tell me all of your fears
Show me the cause of your tears
Let me into your heart
So we’d never be apart

I’m desperately looking for the key
The one that’ll make you stay with me
Right now I need to open
This lock to your deepest confessions

I’m running out of reasons
to hide all these emotions
I’m falling into pieces
My heart’s in different places.

Your hopes all fall like the rain
A flood of anxiety and pain
But I’m here to help with your dreams
Cos nothing is as bad as it seems

I’m running out of reasons
to hide these all these emotions
I’m falling into pieces
My heart’s in different places.

Every day feels like living on a freight train

People getting on and off as they please

And you’re wondering at the back of your mind

What about me?

It’s time to get up

Time to get off

“We’ll see where it goes from here”

Maybe grab a car and kick it in the high gear

Everybody’s looking for a place

Everybody’s looking so ashamed

Of the life that they’re living

Here in this rut today 
(And maybe yesterday)

Hyped up top down we’re speeding on the highway

Making some noise on the way outta town

Stop by the old park here
Before the trip down

Past all the memories

All the people that knew me


my perennial wish is to take a plunge this high

i lift my eyes and heart to You

all things will come to pass. what matters is how we face them at the moment.

1 Thessalonians 5

The Day of the Lord

Now, brothers and sisters, about times and dates we do not need to write to you, for you know very well that the day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night. While people are saying, “Peace and safety,” destruction will come on them suddenly, as labor pains on a pregnant woman, and they will not escape.

But you, brothers and sisters, are not in darkness so that this day should surprise you like a thief. You are all children of the light and children of the day. We do not belong to the night or to the darkness. So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be awake and sober. For those who sleep, sleep at night, and those who get drunk, get drunk at night. But since we belong to the day, let us be sober, putting on faith and love as a breastplate, and the hope of salvation as a helmet. For God did not appoint us to suffer wrath but to receive salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ. He died for us so that, whether we are awake or asleep, we may live together with him. Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.

Final Instructions

Now we ask you, brothers and sisters, to acknowledge those who work hard among you, who care for you in the Lord and who admonish you. Hold them in the highest regard in love because of their work. Live in peace with each other. And we urge you, brothers and sisters, warn those who are idle and disruptive, encourage the disheartened, help the weak, be patient with everyone. Make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong, but always strive to do what is good for each other and for everyone else.

Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.

Do not quench the Spirit. Do not treat prophecies with contempt but test them all; hold on to what is good,reject every kind of evil.

May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. The one who calls you is faithful, and he will do it.

Brothers and sisters, pray for us. Greet all God’s people with a holy kiss. I charge you before the Lord to have this letter read to all the brothers and sisters.

The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you.


so this is how it feels

is this where i wanna be?

I can’t seem to find my way back home
the same path took me somewhere I didn’t know
Is this the part where I give up and die
for they either had me rid of or denied

For when I shout I start to mumble, 
all these words stuck in my mouth,
I see help arrive but I can’t do a thing,
And with the heat I start to tremble 
and the airs lost in my lungs,
while I can’t seem to break a single sweat

Is this where I wanna be, 
is this where I wanna sleep,
being lost in isolation and defeat
do I have no where else to go, 
or is there some where I don’t know of
would you take me away from this, please

Faces changing, everything’s not right,
how could I have let this chance slip by

It’s that day that comes again, 
and we see nothing in the rain,
and my head was in the clouds the whole night

Is this where I wanna be, 
is this where I wanna sleep
being lost in isolation and defeat
Do I have no where else to go, 
or is there some where I don’t know of
would you take me away from this, please

Boy this ain’t the end my mother says
For life is too short as it is
But i bear in mind that we are all that we need to be complete

Hebrews 12:1

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

Jeremiah 17